My-FreE-WoRLd

2007-04-24T08:20:00.001-07:00

today is another day and i am sicked.. =) so in the end i stayed at home.. well another day of studyin and normal routine.. come to think about it im afraid that this will be the kind of life i wil hav in the remaining 6 months.. its will certainly be tough for me as i never felt so guilty for not studyin.. at times i reali wished to live in a place alone to isolate myself for the next 6 months.. the thing is im not able to bring happiness to anyone.. haiz all i can say is its my fault and that i had not been great of even good.. life is goin back to worst each day for me.. can someone jus save me and make me useful even for once?

2007-04-19T06:43:00.001-07:00

whaha! its been like ages since i update my blog.. well im sorry to those who waited and eventually gave up.. the reason why i did not post anymore is due to the fact that i had someone to talk to and someone to accompany me! ^^ so much so that i found talkin to my blog abit ridicules. so i went missin in action.. its not until recently i realised that i had failed to reached to the outside just like the north koreans.. i realised that alot of bonds i made had actually went cold.. things are not like before.. when i go sch in the past and today its totally diffrerent.. mayb im thinkin too much mayb its all my imagination. but nonetheless i reali wish things can get better.. mayb its no longer something big anymore but just to keep the others updated, im actually attached and to be honest things are goin well between us. when i saw so many of my old frenz it came to me that i had lost so many of my frenz and i think due to my exams i had failed to catchup wit dem.. hence i decided to blog again to keep this pals of my updated about me ^^ to all all der pls leave a tag to keep me updated about yourselves too!!!

2006-11-23T07:52:00.000-08:00

wahaha! back to post again~ this time its a long one man be prepared cause today was TOO fun! have to blog it down for those who PANG SEI us to be jealous =P

OK at e start of the day was maths lecture! was walkin to take the bus when i recieve a msg from yiqi tellin mi to wear class tee wat to do? i rush back and change and then was stil able to be on time LUCKY~ during maths lecture i was like a bird jus released from its cage super high! so sorry boon hun shang yu gab siming for being alittle crazy!

after maths lecture went for some china thing and had to perform! well it was fun although i listened to that song 100 times i stil forgot part of it =X so malu den it was rainin and we hurried to get our FOOD! wan ting din go cos she is goin somewhere so yiqi holy and i went to meet up wit max, guo liang, gab, siming, shang yu, boon hun, jia hao, sebes, angie, hui yi and bernice! went to eat and lata realise that VICTOR was comin and he wil be late zzz.. wat a noob chief bandit LOL.. suddenly guo liang and siming din went kayakin cos guo liang sick and siming went home wit him. when we are boarding the bus to the place, GAB SAID HE WIL GO GET HIS COM CHANGE AND COME! BUT HE DIN COME~ PANG SEI!!!!! >(

anyway we reached there and waited for max and victor. so the kayak crew member were boss lady yiqi, italy angie, bernice, lion hair holy, max, victor, xiao ming jia hao, sebes, shang yu, boon hun and me! we went to get 5 pair and 1 single kayak and started straight away! i paired wit holy, angie paired wit jia hao, yiqi paired wit sebes, victor paired wit bernice, boon hun paired wit shang yu and MAX SOLO! man it was so fun! we went around splashin water at each other and in no time everyone were wet! but the worst are angie and yiqi lol! den we had some racin thing! and holy dude we PAWN dem! (once =X) and then suddenly boon hun and shang yu capsize their kayak! boon hun do not know how to swim so all of us went to help him lol.. 4 kayak helpin 1 haha! but he managed to get into the kayak again! den we went to explore around and onli to realise that onli victor and bernice are not followin. cos dey did not noe how to steer their kayak so cant follow us and are goin in circles! LOL =X so the rest went in and while our way out holy and i hit max and we are movin towards lots of trees branches! as i was in front i noe i wil be gone so the quick minded mi jus lie down flat and woo i din hit any of it! LOL den we realise it was SO MUCH FUN~ to bend down and move pass trees! so we went to find more trees and bend down together! so we did that for fun not cos we lousy ok! den we also assemble the mega kayak! 5 link together and move! and woo holy and i control the right so we led all of them to the TREE! WOO~ but the sad thing was ONLI OUR KAYAK WAS STUCKED -.-" so unfair! while we rested we saw them tryin to capsize yiqi and sebes kayak so we went to join in ONLI TO BE BULLIED BY THEM! jia hao angie yiqi sebes tried to capsize our kayak! holy and i was hangin on wit our dear life! but we din capsize, and yiqi started something! she started tickling mi and god i almost let go LOL! but woo we managed to get out of the mess safe haas! den suddenly we saw victor bernice boonhun shang yu keepin and goin on land. so we realise the uncle is refundin us 1 hour so we can hav a meal! woo~ so kind and we kayak-ed for more den ah hour! woohoo so FUN! LETS DO IT AGAIN! =D

den we went for dinner at town. met up wit jia jing joy and ting you! bernice left us der haiz and went back to maple =P anyway it was a huge group and we cant decide where to eat wor~ den i think made yiqi v headache lol.. so she asked mi to decide hope i manage to do a good job =X in the end we went yoshinoya and well the food der was ok la but the meat ball abit -.- and jia hao was complainin the food not nice but he stil finish and rush to get a green tea haha! but his view abit suay opp is the pepper lunch! den i think he abit buay tahan lol.. we wanted to go for a walk and head to plaza sing! but during the walk we saw a place wit a nice background and in the end we spent a long time there takin photos! of all the photos we took onli 1 is ok rest were not ok! i wil show the pic to u guys once i got it! and after that we went home le. so sorry guys durin the way home i looked so sian and tired cos i reali tired today too much fun for a sick mi to handle =D

thx alot to all who went today for givin mi so much fun and smth for mi to remb! im goin china soon le better get packin soon! alrite go to rest le see ya guys again!! =)

2006-11-19T13:27:00.000-08:00

sorry guys~ keep u all watitin T.T

well recently alots been happenin and i need time to reasure myself. thats why i din wanna blog or online either. somehow i feel that the fear and knot are stil in me. well goin to china soon le wor~ din expect it to be so fast and i onli managed to pack half of my stuff which is gg man. my focus now is goin der le ba. hope i can see the meteors shower in xi an or cheng du ^^ although angie told mi its is beijing but i wish i can see it from der too! so wanna see it! bet it wil be BEAUTIFUL =) cant wait! and well i think other then levelin there is noth i can do to keep my mind away from it le ba. jus wanna be happy thats all if it means that i have to be no life to be happy i WILL =D i wanna meet my target of 70 ma haiz jus died 2 times 20% T.T pain pain pain suddenly no mood train liao haiz.. see when i blog now i start to think about it again haiz.. better stop here before i go crazy.

WAN TING HOLY YIQI remb our meetin =P and yi qi ar timin can change de dun need so rush de lata u fall sick =X lets set our timin ba! im fine wit anything de so lets discuss lata woo~

ok i think i stop here so sorry guys! take care and see ya all!~!~!~!~! ^^

2006-11-11T02:32:00.000-08:00

after readin angie blog i reali wanted to cry out. tears are like tryin to come out and im stoppin it. obviously after tml when we tidy everything we will no longer be pw mates as u guys mentioed. but before it all ends, let mi take the remainin few hours to voice out my thx and graditute. we are stil pw mates here ar not over yet u still need me later de! =P i know 1 post is not enough to voice it all and that its reali something that letters and words cant describe. but i reali have to say you guys make the best team! if im given another chance i will still choose all of u to do it wit mi! i know that i had been very cranky and irritating all the time, but all of you tolerated me. at the times where you can rest u chose to keep me company all the way.. the most memorable time has to be the time when we are rushin our written report. alothough at first i was stress and abit unreasonable u guys kept to your COFFEE and stayed up wit mi! onli angie who din drink anythin had to sleep ultimately BUT she gave her best too! it was so fun cos suddenly wil go afk for a long time as dey had fallen aslp but was still able to wake up and continue! and suddenly out of no where spam our group trademark or "huh?" lol.. after which we din reali sleep and had to go to school le. i reali dunno if i did a good job of not but all i can say is its YOU GUYS that made it so enjoyable for me! ready for more?

HUI YI: or who is commonly known as the KILLER! hui yi at the start reali scares me alittle but her ethu and willingness to work reali is smth i can learn! she oso has a determination stronger than anyone of you can think of! inside of her she is jus as carin as the others! she indeed is "outside hard inside soft" in chi heex.. everytimes she laugh and crack jokes, YES CRACK JOKES, it makes me happy and calm as seein her being so hard on the outside is able to let go and join in the fun is reali something. i felt i achieve something =) she is oso never late even is she is late she wil be the first to reach i think i rite, rite? boon hun angie any objections? lol hui yi reali gave mi alot of help and she even lend mi her ears when i need it. but of cos i got return her la! =.=
im proud to say that i had hui yi as my CLOSE FREN! =)

ANGIE: wa when it comes to here ar die man cos will take up lots of space!!! but stil i will try to keep it short and simple TRY AR! she is commonly know as "AS" whose attack speed is faster than savage blow! and if u happen to see that im very skinny ya u guessed it! cos everytime i gain 3kg she made mi vomit 5kg of blood! how to gain weight?! haha ok jokin! angie is oso another one who refuses to pang sei anyone! she oways seek for a win-win situation where ultimately none of her ideas were used as she needs alot of time to think! she is our group's entertainer! she oways brings fun and laughthers to us as almost every word she says is a joke lol! she is jus so funny and thus i cant help but to laugh lo! not my fault wor! she is oso a person that gives in her best in everything she does! and angie has a bad habit that is she is always late! ASK BOON HUN! =P so please when u wanna ask her out set a eariler time! honestly she is a great gal and that thru this project not onli i had her as a great fren, i got myself a trustworthy fren! she nv fails to make mi laugh cos everytime all her silly actions will be zoomin pass my mind! i think better stop le its goin too long lol!
im honored to be able to meet u and that now we r GREAT FRENZ! =)

BOON HUN: haha! our eng pro! wa everytime der is smth that needs eng woo his the man! you may see him slack slack ar but inside of him he is a very hardworkin person! many of times im able to get rest as he had covered the job for me! dude im reali greatful and thx man! BUT NOPE IM NOT GONNA LICK UR SHOES! =X im very sorry for suspecting you of tryin to break down my door! cos i know its not u! its SOMEBODY! im not gonna say who! u know the person well! LOL! thx for the I HURT MY BACK~ whenever he is around i can relax as i know that i hav him to help and cover for me if somethin are to happen. he is someone who is caring and fun-lovin too! get to know him and u are doin urself a great favour =) thx to him i get to laugh too! he is good at crakin jokes too! and he oso loves to correct my mistakes =.= but dude these words "thank you" they are for u!
im gald that im able to hav u such a WONDERFUL fren to give me peace and joy... =) (wheel chair bound JOY its not u ar lol )

HAN YANG: wow! our magician! woo! =X although it was abit rough at the start as u had your commitment, i wanna say that i had never treated you as a outsider. my onli thinkin was that how am i to ultilize your strenght, how am i to make you be able to enjoy it too.. im sorry that up to tis stage im stil not able to make u enjoy pw.. im reali very sorry.. but i stil hav to say that the 4 of us hav always think that u r a great asset to us. and u had proven yourself durin the oral persentation. i can reali see ur effort and im reali greatful. im greatful that you are willin to lend me your strength and makin JJ115 able to put a wonderful full stop at the end of our story. if im given more ability i will turn back time and change things!
im very sorry that that i had let u down my PAL! =)

after this short few months i reali can see that you guys had grown alot mayb onli ANGIE who din =P but thats good too! all the fun time the sad time the hair pullin stress time and the boon hun suanin day the angie suanin day the hui yi suanin day the nelson suanin day the "aiya JE library lo 1030 ba" the "huh reali ar?" the "wa! very pack ar can dun do ma?" the "wa pw again" and many many more! but guys very soon our story is comin to a end le.. i wanna thank all of you for being part of it and that i reali had alot to say which words cant represent. i reali hope that we are able to get together again like we used to and start a new story..... lastly.... SHARK FINS ANYONE? =) [angie not for u hehex]

This post is written for my

wonderful pw mates!

GUYS its for u! may it be a

memorable last stop for U! =D

2006-11-10T22:25:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO~ oral presentation is over le! left I&R onli den its reali good bye PW. honestly i suddenly feel that something big is missin in my life. reali enjoyed this few months with u guys and u guys rocks! i wun be able to pull thru without your helps! still remb our stay up din slp inccident, all the waitin inccidents, all the laughing times, stress times reali its reali great. i will never ever forget it de! thanks for leavin behide some a wonderful memory for me! u guys are my wonderwall! hope we are able to meet again not for PW but for fun! and boon hun i WILL NOT lick ur shoes! =) mayb u can lick my socks? =P and i will like to say A JOB WELL DONE FOR ALL THE GROUPS! i believe all of u had gave your best and so you will get noth but EEs! whaha! and i had withness with my own eyes and proven that all the members of JJ117 had improven tremendously and reali u guys deserve a pad on your back. well its over le la lets jus ENJOY wats left whaha!
after oral presentation, actually had some reheasal for the china trip but somehow we waited der for an hour and did NOTHING! can u believe it?! =.= when they say go home lo! wa i was quite angry man wasted my time der haiz. anyway i went to play BOWLING and POOL woo! durin bowling it was maplers vs non maplers and we had a new member in class call yiting! ya go guess who is this person ba! and the results..... maplers won! woo! the team consist of panweib0, breakevo and frienderines! anyway its was fun seein all the balls goin anywhere but straight lol. thx the non maplers who lower their standards and let us win =) after which it was POOL time! and once again it was panweib0 and breakevo a team and we managed to win games which seems hopeless. so sorry i missed the ball atthe last game felt so noob. and we lost that game as a result hai! BUT! atleast i managed to shoot in some balls and victor FAILED to shoot in any lol! =X victor im waitin for the day your onform dude! after writin so much about today i think is time i get back to I&R!

thx everyone who showed care and concern for me! dun worry i will PULL myself together and wun let u down de! =)

2006-11-10T02:23:00.000-08:00

after a long fight and blood vommittin QnA section with angie i reali hope that im able to clear all her doubts. haiz come to think of it i do not blame her but rather i blame myself, at the first place im not fit to be the leader and i obviously did a sucky job. cos if not she wun even asked tis kind of questions. and well lata is goin to be my op le and there are so many things left undone! i reali wonder wat had i done so far? i mean bringin my team to such a stage? if reali u are to judge mi i think i wil get a zero.. not that im sad here or anythin i jus feel that i let them down.. by havin such a high hope which ultimately beig crushed by me i mean hai reali feel that i let dem down.. mayb at the first place i should not think too highly of myself and take up the post. i think mayb thru out the whole process onli im the one who is enjoyin it. reali feel noth but guilty and shameful in front of dem. wonder wat can i do to make it up. after havin a wonderful relaxin chat wit yi qi, she made me realise that i can choose wat i wanna see. it is true that there are alot of dark side of life but i can choose to see onli the bright side. and it oso made me think about the adv where a man had his son learn tennis and the coach told e man all the stuffs, the gold 90.3fm adv i think. and its so wonderful cos after jus elimination the bad stuffs its good! so i think its time i look at bright le so that my thinkin will be more on the bright side! its time i go shoppin for nike goods le lol.. but my onli conern and worry is my pw mates somehow i believe dey had a same feelin as me is jus that dey din wanna tel mi.
if i happened to see the dark side remind mi and make mi look at the bright side!

thx for remindin mi abt e stars it reali helped alot! cos u saw the stars for mi and i believe its beautiful up there.....

2006-11-09T23:20:00.000-08:00

im so sorry hui er,i know i am being very bad by not being there for you. but i reali cant cause i myself is undergoin alot myself too. i thought i got my old self back but actually its not true. so im very afraid that i cant make u laugh like i used to. tml is op le. fianlly some may say. but its abit too fast and my current mood is not for op at all. i know im thinkin too much but can someone please tell mi not to think about it and that i should jus let it be and leave it as it is? whats the right thing to do? i wanna know i reali wanna know.

if im water i feelin 50 degree cel now......

2006-11-08T23:48:00.000-08:00

woo! went POOL today!! so fun man!! its the third time i playin it lol. the people who went are HOYIN, BOON HUN, VICTOR, MAX, JIA HAO, ME, JOY, TING YOU, ANGIE, YIQI and WAN TING! yup! so fun and i think ho yin got a shock cause i think he din expect a cake right in front of him! hope u had spent a wonderful birthday with us dude! and nice SUNFLOWER! we started at 4pm and play for very long til 9pm! and i must say wan ting yiqi and ting you had improved alot! even angie la cos i see her first time play and well she reali did "improve" =X know u goin to kill me! amoung the guys i think i the most noob de sob.. but stil with the help from pro joy we managed to win hoyin and jia hao 3 GAMES woo! so happy sia joy we pawn-ed dem 3 games! lata which we had a pw vs pw group game. first up was HANDY DANDY (boon hun and me) VS ELDERLY GROOMIN (ho yin and max) it was a v close match but HANDY DANDY won! WOO! den was HANDY DANDY VS MYOPIA (victor and jia hao) and we lost so sorry boon hun my fault! after all that long game at the end we jus anyhow hit the ball and everyone went crazy and played! so fun! while joy was learnin how to chip max was out der tryin to hit her ball away and her face reaction was so funny lol! after much tries joy managed to chip it in so cool how i wish i can do the same! so sad, yiqi left after a few games hope u had fun too! and sorry i was too noob which caused us to lose a game SO SORRY! after we left pool we went for dinner and angie ting you left too! wanted to go west coast after dinner but only joy mi and max can make it so in the end we din go too. after dinner was goin home time! after eatin for not more than an hour im hungry again haiz endless hole inside of me sia! once again happy birthday ho yin! and thanks so much the rest for makin such an enjoyin day for me! i truly enjoyed it! =) to angie and yi qi i din told wat ho yin u bought! i jus said a word that all! =P hope i din spoil ur fun! =x

i had thought it thru and i wil stand firm this time! i will do it cos it is the onli thing that will make me happy and back to my normal life again! tis is a lesson that i wil learn and keep it wit mi forever!
i can reasurred again that this time round there may never be a expiry date if u noe wat i mean =)

2006-11-08T00:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday HO YIN!!!~~

once again happy birthday! its ur big day! and dun worry ur dream is goin to come true for sure i can assure that! =)

after rushin home to wish dude a happy birthday, i suddenly realise that i had missed out on alot people birthdays. im so sorry if i forgot to wish u happy birthday.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALL!~ =D
i know im bad at being jealous but how i wish mine was half as exciting or half as good =x

a bad day for mi a reali bad day..i had been at home all this while..and reali im not in the right mood for anythin..im sorry hui er not that i din wanna help but i do have the ability to help.wat can i say and do now? one sentence sums it all: i lost my ability to smile.. its a long story and i know its tough for me to slove. im landed myself in this mess and i have to get out of it but at wat cost? if onli...... ok dun think about it le..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HO YIN AND BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALL~

2006-11-07T02:17:00.000-08:00

before i start to post i wil like to thx the followin people:
yiqi
angie
max
hui er
teck soon
guo xiang

for lend me your ear and helpin me out makin my day so much better THANKS guys! and sorry L for sayin your problem think no one know ba hopefully lol.

ok back to my post! today reali is a day where noth much happened. woke up at 3pm yea 3 pm lol and manage to make it on time for my oral presentation and guess wat sebes told me that max group was about to start only lol.and so i went in to see their presentation. and they are reali doin well i hav to say. if u need any last min help on the oral thingy can msg mi and find mi i wil try my best to help u de =) and as for respond to question ma please do not think im good at it cause im always smokin lol and makin the psi 100000000000! but the worst part was when i got back my I&R. not onli did i fail it i had made tons of gammar errors and ms tan said i have to attend her gammar class next year. haiz reali sad man. anyway after my oral presentation went to jurong point with sebes, boon hun, shang yu, angie and huiyi. afterwhich sebes mi angie and hui yi went to meet someone to learn more about smth. well i have to say that short 1 or 2 hour i had learn quite abit. as to how our actions and words can make and change a person's mindset and i must honestly say hui yi u got a 100 out of a 100 if u know wat i mean lol. after that suddenly all jus start to say bye bye and disappear out of a sudden. it den sets mi thinkin why are we liky that? i mean suddenly all like so busy say a bye and disappear into the thin air leavin me behind. it then set me into thinkin mood again. but i shall not reveal wat had i thought about cause can be alittle sensative. but well reached home and abit tired but still found time for MAPLE whaha!! yup maple! but havin a bad progress sob! will sell my life to maple for the time being =X ok tts it back to maple le den naruto wahaha will be relaxin and enjoyable! more naruto ho yin? =D
bye guys and thx alot!

2006-11-06T00:55:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i last update. well cos reali busy lately. got course la some nite life wit close frenz and stuff. but ytd night reali made me wake up my idea. well i shall not reveal some names here. durin a day a fren name L did something which alot of people think is stupid. but to be honest i think he isnt. alothough wat gx said abt the 5 year thing is true i stil believe u should go all the way L! lookin at L's situation i cant help but to reflect on my. as gx explain to mi wat does the reply from the gal to L means i start to think. and i had thought hard. but still alot of things are botherin me countless. its painful to be lost and stuck in e middle of no where.. i reali jus wanna rest awhile take a breather and enjoy my everyday life. is that too much to ask for? i seem to be losin my interest and happiness in doin my stuffs. im startin to hav doubts startin to worry startin to draft away in gear 5. i feel that i had lost my identity and i dunno who am i or rather what am i good at. i jus cant be myself i jus cant say or do wat i reali wanna say or do. one of my worst pain is to act like noth happened and smile and laugh when im bleedin inside. but thats exactly wat im doin now..im smilin and happy but inside of me i reali feelin like blastin out everything! i know my life is like a bus where people come and go jus like that but at times i reali needa jus stop my bus and reali get to make people stay alittle longer. i dun mind u alightin but i jus hope that i got a sense of feelin that i stil hav people who is willin to stay and alight one stop later. i know im goin crazy and im very vexed and the worst part is i dun even know wat is able to help me. and this is my life i have the rite to choose wat i wanna do why is it that i had to do things to suit other people's likin? why cant i do wat i wan? i feel that im goin to overload soon.. dunno where is that hole at the bottom gone to, somehow it went missin a long time ago and im bottlin things more than ever. everythin is inside of me now. no where but inside of me..............

2006-11-02T22:52:00.000-08:00

time to post! well today reali been a day stuck at home.. meanin im at home all this while din reali go out.. expect for dinner that is. TML IS A LEVEL CHI! good luck to all out der takin it! good luck too all my classmates! may ur star be shinnin over you and blessin u wit luck! tml is e big day le wor! dunno whether i can pull it thru gotta slp early. lol today may jus be my lucky day =) wanna noe more? not gonna say here! ok back to some NARUTO and study and slp haiz.. study study..

2006-11-02T02:31:00.000-08:00

cant bring myself to sleep if i dun do this......

Thank You Max !!~~

if u MANAGED to see some changes to my blog, YES u guessed it!! he had helped mi whaha! thx dude!! now it looks so much clearer! dunno how to thx u lol! take care and this post is for YA! =)

2006-11-02T01:54:00.000-08:00

hmm wanted to post a few days back but somehow cant so well lets start anew den! this last few days reali had not been great for mi. alot of things had happened and im reali wonderin if im up to it. i came to realise that everyone has their own problems and its not very right to bother them with my. even stil i think i cant hide from 2 persons lol i think u noe its u ba. but i know one thing that can cheer me up and that is by helpin others. so if u happened to need someone help mi by helpin urself find mi! =) lky promoting myself =x anyway lets talk about today! i fianlly taken up smth tha i believe wil change my life. went to raffles with hui yi and sebes to sign up for the course. its this sat reali lookin forward to it. will take pic of u guys de! den i will show u how all of u changed lol! now that i had seen it with my own eyes, im believin it! to be honest im feelin smth funny in me cant reali explain. i had alot to say alot to tell but suddenly im lost. jus had a talk wit one of my best frenz and i reali understand e fact that if u let the chance slip away its gone. so if ur askin mi did i reget my choice my answer is no. and i have to be honest here, that thing somehow is reali settin mi in thinkin mood all this while. while its late le and i think i goin sleepin mood soon lol nites guys!

somehow i stil think im in the air hangin... but its better then havin u in a tough spot.. may the key be reviewed..

2006-10-29T23:12:00.000-08:00

well i know i should not be posting anything cause i have yet to finish my I&R. anyway jus reached home after some prayin and had alot of view points changed towards singaporeans. anyway maybe to some it is already common. but well thats not all suddenly i jus felt like its the end of the world for me. and i do not know why? maybe due to bottlin everythin up? maybe due to me thinkin too hard? i reali dunno. why cant i smile? why can i even do the simplest stuffs well? anyway jus to remind all of u tml pls remb to bring ur I&R ok? thx alot and take care!

2006-10-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

well noth happened much today but goin to post for HO YIN ya dude for u lol..

to all 06s16 guys ECONS is on TUE 12.30-2 pm!!

actually today i din have much to do but had a call from hui yi and went down to raffles to meet her and angie. we then went to listen more about some stuffs and had learnt something. in this world people have to see things for themselves to believe. and that is reali true. many of time when someone tell u about something u din heard before u will jus say nah where got such things or where got so easy de! it make me realise that i should jus follow wat i wan and wat i believe in. so when u faced problems jus believe in wat u believe and it will not go wrong i hope. and my trip down made mi realise that it is very easy for a person to change and i had witness one wit my own eyes. within a short 6 months a person can change from a nothing to a something and i reali mean SOMETHING. at that moment i actually had a motivation to be another him. but well i guess that may not be possible. alot things are running thru my mind now. and i can see that alot of people are quite bothered by things. "AS" dun be too bothered by it! im always here and also reali if u wanna do jus do it dun care about wats next cause like i said the problems will stil be there its jus a matter of wat u facin now.. so BRIGHTEN UP! and to another person, hope it din bother u too much either. dun worry so much i shall now move to auto mode =) TO ALL WHO ARE SAD.... CHEER UP BA! enjoy a brand new day tml!

2006-10-26T22:12:00.000-07:00

din expect to be bloggin about such things so fast. i think in e future i will update in the night why? cause in the course of few mins a person's mood can be crashed totally. now thats wat happened to me. in this world i know the fact that people have comments for almost anything and everything. however there are people who will jus without thinkin thru wat will happen next or how will the other party feel spam all their comments. NOW i will like to voice out! if U think that U can do a better jon why not shut UR trap and do it?! i know U r goin to come up wit excuses again its alrite i can take it. den the next thing will be the spammin or "watever la" GROW UP! why must U comment on other peoples' style or way of life? did dey PAY u to do that? if dey did all i wanna say is i DIN! dun even know why should i be so pissed at the first place. but well i am! next i remb i had to settle some stuffs and it din went well at all..i dun even know wats wrong wit me now. silents can reali worth millions at times. there are alot in me which i reali wanna let out i believe im meetin the end soon.. cant believe why all my happy mood is gone "poof" jus like that.. thanks man..

words cant kill and take away a person's life but words and kill and take away all ur happy mood....................

2006-10-26T16:11:00.000-07:00

wow my second post! actually during school time i had the feeling to update but control! and now im finally posting le! well first of all today is my last day for JC1! kinda happy and sad.dunno why jus realise that i managed to come this far abit unbelieveable.during the whole course i made alot of superb frenz! all their care and concerns thru out the whole year i suddenly jus do not know how to thank all of them..i feel im reali in their debt..well lets not brood over such things!and sorry for been abit inactive today cos i onli had 2hrs of slp lol doin phy thats why..today in school nothing much happened jus a normal day ba after which i played some games wit the class!quite fun din noe i had some talent in catching =P den i managed to get some sleep whaha! wat happened next? well i went to west mall for some goods wit guo liang thx for accompanyin me! and now im at home bloggin heex feel i will be addicted to it! cya pals!! take care and ENJOY its holidays le!!!!!!

2006-10-25T12:19:00.000-07:00

WHAHA! Finally after ALOT of consideration i decided to start a blog. before i start i will like to thanks YI QI who help me in creating this blog! THANKS ALOT! next i will promise the following people, Angie, Yi Qi and Boon Hun! i will not disappoint all of you de dun worry! even before i start to blog there are a few things i lky to WARN u first... 1] i have very bad spelling and if i happened to make mistakes please feel free to correct me ok? X) 2] my post will be super super long de so please bare with it too lol.. thanks to the effective help i got i was able to finish this quite fast!

ok let me give a "short" post about what i did today!! well as usual i went to school in the morning.actually i din wan to but i was afraid of oral presentation so i went but well to my horror early in e mornin smth bad happened shall not talk too much abt it..but i pity e above siming and jiahao. wanna now why?ask dem urself ba!next after school went to ka jiao the E club ppl so SORRY =( and straight away Hui Yi and Angie saw thru mi..ya i was v down back den cos of some problems i facin currently but THANKS alot guys for extendin ur care to mi..sorry to worry u too..IM FEELIN BETA! =D after which we waited for POOL ya POOL! the ppl went were victor boon hun ho yin sebes me and yi qi! well dey brought me to a country club and wow it was filled wit ppl i suddenly felt scared cos im noob at pool..but soon all were gone YEA! to save my face alittle i shall sum my experience der wit tis... SUPER STAR - SEBES, MVP - YI QI, PROS - BOON HUN HO YIN and VICTOR! where am i? ya u get it now right sob..... it was yi qi first time and she owned mi lol she sure is cool wor keep saying "i cant i cant" e next moment "woo!!" cos e ball went it lol.. lets play again next time!! ok la v long le and kinda late shall end here!!!
nitex guys!